January 5, 2010

So nothing has happened since my last post really. And all I have to right about is the fact that the stress I'm experiencing at the moment is rooted by the fact that I'm deathly afraid of failure. At the moment I cannot register for classes, because I owe over $6000 for my student account, and seeing as its been like 30 days or whatever they put a hold on my registration. This sucks because so far it hasn't been paid and I still need to register for classes. Of course it doesn't help that it is taking my Mom forever to find a cosigner for the loan, which will pay off most of this debt and allow me to register. I guess this just wears on me because I don't want to miss a semester of college. If I do I'll feel like a failure, like I'm failing my family, friends, everyone. It sucks, and at the moment it's making me feel sick and tired.
But, I guess everything works out in the end, for better or for worse, in my case hopefully for the better.