June 21, 2010

So throughout the last week my life has been quite the mini-hell. Not really anything bad. But from all that's happened I've kind of realized a certain thing. No matter how cool you think you are with someone they can still turn right around and fuck you over. This kind of thing really gets to me. It's basically a trust issue I guess, but it just really bothers me, especially when it's people close to you.

Another thing that's been picking my brain lately is wondering if I'm annoying people that I'm talking to on a somewhat regular basis. For instance, one girl I've been texting. Every time I text her I wonder if I'm annoying the shit out of her and it just really makes me wonder. I know in some cases I am annoying people so I think best option is to really try to avoid that.

In other news my birthday is in nine days so I'm looking forward to that, kind of.

June 6, 2010

So today was probably the worst weather I've ever experienced in Central Illinois. I think the final count ended up being over 15 confirmed tornadoes. Regardless it was pretty freaky. Mainly because there was a tornado headed for the city, which rarely happens, and it could have been absolutely devastating. Eventually it died out before it got here, but still freaky. I think it all culminated when we saw a funnel cloud to the north, it was huge and too close for comfort, but we stayed outside and watched it, it was awesome to see the power of nature first hand. Anyway, it all turned out fine for my family, although several families lost their homes in Elmwood. Hopefully there were no deaths, but we'll find out more tomorrow.