June 21, 2010

So throughout the last week my life has been quite the mini-hell. Not really anything bad. But from all that's happened I've kind of realized a certain thing. No matter how cool you think you are with someone they can still turn right around and fuck you over. This kind of thing really gets to me. It's basically a trust issue I guess, but it just really bothers me, especially when it's people close to you.

Another thing that's been picking my brain lately is wondering if I'm annoying people that I'm talking to on a somewhat regular basis. For instance, one girl I've been texting. Every time I text her I wonder if I'm annoying the shit out of her and it just really makes me wonder. I know in some cases I am annoying people so I think best option is to really try to avoid that.

In other news my birthday is in nine days so I'm looking forward to that, kind of.