December 26, 2010

I didn't get everything I wanted for Christmas. I got some things that I can use, which is great, and I'm really thankful. But, most of all I wanted one friend to have a better Christmas than she got. I know it was tough for her, much tougher than it was for me, but it still made me hurt a little, because I know she doesn't deserve it. It's not about what she didn't get, it's about what she lost, and if there was anything I could do to fix it I would. Somehow I hope to help, in one way or another, but it's difficult because I'm at a loss for words and actions. Hopefully things lighten up a bit soon, but having those problems during the holidays is not good, nowhere close. So hopefully she reads this, because then she'll know what I've had a hard time telling her. She already knows I'm there for her, but I'd like her to know that I want to help her more than I can.